Driving home from school today i have been thinking. I have no one else to talk to on my way to classes, so I can think up stuff from "why are unicorns not real?" to "What would happen if i swerved into a ditch? Would i have to turn in my 5 paper report then?" It is just the little things that get my gears turning. So I have decided to go through my life and analyze it.
So here it goes....
from what i remeber....
Pre-School: met Razata
1st grade: happy as far as i was concerned at the time.
2nd: going well.
3rd: repeated that grade
4th: Ester and Kailey bullied me everyday because i was different
(she ended up going to my high school and becoming friends later on.....weird)
5th: HELL ON EARTH! I was in school but i didn't learn much of anything.
became teacher's pet
was hated by my whole grade
was told i did not have the capability to love
had one friend but she was teased as well for being fat and dumb
was teased by a boy in my grade, but he was paddled and that was the end of that
going well, made a couple of friends i kept and some moved away and i never spoke to them again.
just getting through frickin' high school halls without getting trampled.
was bullied and told i was never going to be in the homecoming court. Kailey the one who bullied me in fourth grade was with the popular girls and encouraged everyone to vote for me and another guy along with the help of a few of my friends.
"dated" a guy online and thought he was the one, but he dumped me for another guy.
met my first love and fell head over heels for him at a bowling game. Yes, we were opponents.
dated for the first time in my life until we broke it off cause college.....
freshman year of college: drama with "friends" and fell back into depression because of horrible roomates who used me til i broke into pieces.
basically i should be dead right now if i was not because of the strength I kept. I strive to be a better person each and every day, but it is hard. I have been through a lot and it probably won't stop there either.